lauren mae
can’t even describe.
Fuck. I still can’t believe that this shit is real. Who does that to a friend? Who does that to a bestfriend?! How could you be so fucking cold? I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I hate this feeling. I hate that you get to control how I feel. What I feel like I can and can’t watch. What I can and can’t do. Everything I do makes me think of you. And what we used to be. You just turned into a coward, a pussy. No real man would act like that. I thought we’d be together for the rest of our lives, but you had to throw all that away on some hoe. I thought she was real, and apparently you did too. She’ll screw you over just as fast when she finds something she really wants. And who will be there to catch your tears? No one. You’ll have no one. Because the people who actually care or who actually cared, yeah, you lost them all. You’ve turned into something completely different. Something you were never meant to be. I can’t believe that I never saw what she was doing to you. And i’m sorry for bringing her around, because if I never brought her around, then you wouldn’t have left me down. You two are worthless pieces of shit together. I hope you know that. And when she leaves you, I hope you feel what I feel now. The bitterness and all the pain that I can’t even describe. They make me want to just keep cooped up inside. I can’t believe things ended this way. You’re definitely not the same person you were that day we met. You were so full of love and now all you have is lust for her. I don’t even know how because she isn’t worthy of you. But maybe that’s the picture I need to see. You were never worthy enough for me.
So FUCK YOU BRODY. And FUCK YOU EVEN MORE TAILOR GREGG! dumb ass skank!
